Dear Me

Life is not going to be fun, if our life is just happy and always full of luck. Life is even more colourful if we encounter a problem, and maybe trouble. By solving the trouble, we might feel chalenge, spirit and shock that brings us difference.

Me (4dh1ty4 Rei him self) this week has already set 2 kind of problem, a big one, and of course at my office. Seems that people are always try to blame another division and people always try to make them self looks good. I was try to avoid them to blame at other, and avoid them to be look good by my own work.

The first problem is I was being blamed because I try to help people out. Administrators should be responsible for their Server, as what is Administrator is what about. But after I give them advice how to fix the problem, like a first step to fix a problem. My Division actualy allready handle it as fast as we can. And their Administrator allready knew about it. And he became silent by being the only one who know the problem. Which is blame IT Division by fixing the Server without let their Division know about their server. Well, why don’t just their Administrator tell his own Division then, so they didn’t blame me by helping fixing their problem. As I assume, all division allready know about the problem. And the end is, they thank us for the information and feel shame for their self by knowing that was their own mistakes. And I feel happy about it.

Second one is the design for login board for all user. My design should be appear in every PC in my office plus branch office all over

Indonesia

. My design is allready very nice, and my Directure allready said “bravo” for my design, which is very pleased me to hear that. But another division seems don’t like that it’s not being a standard design. And try to blame me. Of course, at this one I can’t step aside, I have to follow their rules, (after being a quarell between high bosses) since they have law behind them. But my winning again, my Division give me rights to change the design to be 100% unformal. So, I will even able to make very nice design for this login board. Why they give me right? Because they agree with me, my Division should have our own design, our own logo, our own way to express our division. So, it looks like I will win again.

Even I make a big problem in my Division, but it always end-up happily for me, since my intention since beginning is purely to improve my office, no matter what. Maybe you should learn not to be scared to do the right thing.

This one is not really a poetry. It’s just words that I wrote, to tell you a story. Well, I hardly find a nice word for it, but I guess this one is nice enough. This is about story how I see on something, so maybe if I think of about another word, I will write again. So, enjoy ^o^

Princess of Heart

I’ve been standing here, staring at the sun. I don’t realize that, it’s been that long.

This is the sixth time, the earth has been here, in the same position again, in the sky.

And I started to see something, I see a shadow. Yes, finally a shadow.

A shadow of someone that I’ve been waiting for.

She will accompanying me, for a life in this world.

The wind breeze, feel so cool in my face. And I saw your hair, blown by the wind.

This is roses that I smell, a smell that came from you.

From your hair I believe.

And I see your face, our hair, so shine by the rain of the light.

A light from your face, will light my heart as always.

Bright like the sun, is you what you are.

And I see those eyes, the eyes behind those shiny light, reflected from those shine.

Clear like a crystal, cover up those glassy eyes.

Eyes full of love, the eyes that I always looks, in this soft cold morning breeze.

Might fierce come from that beauty, might looks anger from those shiny.

Might softness come from the light, might smoothness came from the shadow.

Fierce is a shield, to protect all that of beauty.

All the shiny keeps being clean, in every anger that came from it.

Nevertheless, I love those shiny fiercy.

Six of roses field I have to cross, might be too far for you to meet me.

But I always no distance to fear, for me to get your love a dear.

Hoping the same in you to me, that you will always be close to me.

As the sun that always lite, to shiny my heart like you always be.

I smell, a smell of roses. Six field of roses like a smell of your hair.

Your hair that I kiss, for your heart I give mine to be kept.

Always warm in my heart, the smell of roses always be there,

As I know, you keep my heart, for eternal life we have to live.

Blue sky and shine as I standing here,

looking at your place for you to rest.

That is the look I always remember, the most beautiful sight I ever see.

Always clear on my mind, a cold breeze always blows, as your shadow be appears.

Small shadow that appear, reflect the shiny think of your smile.

Bright future reflect to my eyes, in that small shadow of four shine.

Those smile I always miss, those look I always seeks.

In the shadow of my mind, I always look for your breeze to breathe.

Love from the heart, No one knows who she is.

But I do keep on my mind, that breeze I used to breath,

is a breeze of rose come from your hair, that always warm in the heart.

The heart of the Prince, waits for the Princess, wait for the time,

the time I will wake you up, from the long sleep that you are now,

as you dream of me now, cross the six field to be in a place.

A place that you lay, for me to kiss for you to wake.

And you will see, that your dream is real,

that I always be with you,

my Princess of Heart.