Dear Me

Me in ma Office

Okay.. there is no such interesting part in here.. No, I said.. NO!!! My work maybe challenging, and most of it not! Grrr, let see.. I sit down here, working on my memo’s and lots of it. Meanwhile, I gotta maintain more than 20 production server to run perfectly since 12 of it is really high priority erver in my company. And the other is just the thing like "if this server down, watch your back then".. Well, that’s kind of server I guess..

Okay, memos, servers plus a lot of call rings on my desk. It is 90% sure to be a problem. 0,001% is a good news, 19,999% is bad news. My phone probably rings every 5-10minutes and that may always the 99,9999%. Such a work huh?

Now, actually I have to create 16 user account this morning, and write about 18 pages of replys, and sign it and then give it to my superior. After that memos that, that sure to be another memos come into my desk. Well, it is a task that will never ends..

Luckly, I can browse here, write a blogs, chat with my old friend, waiting for my ay best friend in the world to login, and the rest is just a simple boring life. It is better if there is a big trouble/problem/error or else, because I will left the memos behind and be once again an important person here, and do something that interesting and lots of shock in it he he he…

Yeah, how bored am I? I think I need a vacation, but I didn’t have one for such a looooong time.. I miss my home so much, miss my parents, my sister and my lovely neighbour.. Oh yeah, and I wanna step my foot on my big ugly dog again.. ^o^ (sorry sis…)..

Ssstt (it’s my sister’s dog)..

After that, I maybe work overtime, playing games while still doing somework. Oh yeah, the one that interesting part is, ussually I work with a phone on my ears, both of my ears, while I’m chatting and do some maintenance on the servers.. Because If I don’t do that, my work will never end. So, I gotta split my mind, my ears and my hand to work seperately.. Ck ck ck.. Not too conveniece right?

That’s all about me on my desk then..

Ma Daily Activity

Well, there is my friend who wanna know about my daily activity. My life here in Jakarta isn’t something interesting to know.. Just a simple standard live.

I woke up at morning, ussually I fell asleep again. ^o^ (sorry..) Sometime, I do a little push up. Sometime, I just take a drink because my throat always so dry. Sometime I exercise my back muscle with an old tools. After that, I play MP3 player on my PC, which is online while I’m sleep, then I take my towel and my bath gadget (soap, shampoo, tooth brush, etc.) then I go straight to Bathroom. Bzzzz…

Done doin morning Bath. The I go straight to my room. Then I put an ordinary cloth. I walked outside, grab my shirt on the Shirt sleves outside. And I wear it while I’m walking to my room (well, nobody wokes up yet.. just relax..). After all set up, I’m heading to my office.

[In Office now, bla bla bla.. work, online my YM, my Outlook, my server connection, MSN, GTalk, IRC local. Open my Memorandum Folder, and ready to work. Then I go home]

After I’m home, I turn on my Air Conditioner, put on the light, turning on my PC. Then I go change my dress. Reading ma Novel, chat, play games Yugi Ooh, sometimes iGo, sometimes just doin nothing. Watch DVD over and over again, some DivX after it… And sometime I chat, watch DVD and reading novel in the same time.

Lately I add something ,browse the Internet finding information about how to add additional money.. phew.. what a boring life.. I think I need a vacation, a long vacation.. ~

The Little Me..

If you never know me when I was just s little boy, you may not find me different. The Little Me is such someone who’s just a memories.. Well, I’ll talk about the Little Me a little bit..

I was a very small kid, one of the smallest kids in average that time. Okay, I’ll tell you when I was 15. I was just 148cm tall (148cm!!), while my other friend had reach 165cm (Even the girls). But I was so white, so cute and so chinese looks. Small eyes, very white skins, so thin, and so tiny. But, I manage to reach 168cm within 2 year. 17 years old, I reach 168cm.

Okay, let’s go back to 7 years old Me. 1st year on the Primary school, I am 1 years younger than the average people. Have a pretty smart brain, but never used it, because I like encyclopedia better than reading school books. My only best subject is Math. I always got 9 in my report book, till ages 14, that is my first time to get an 8. But what I hate is in the 1st year of my High School. Teacher Assume that I’m just a man who likes girl, so I got 7 in my test, it’s an humiliation to me. But I manage to reach 8 in my report book (Damn, for the first time!). Damn teacher, they always insult my looks! After that, 9 is all i got..

He he.. forget about Math, I learn Computer Science now.

The Little Me has a sweet memories, a cute memories. I’ve seen an angel when I was 9 years old. Oh dear, I’m so little that time. It is when I just come back to my house from playing at the park, playing Swings. Well, I walked home, and turn my head right, and there she is, a pretty angel cross my sight. Small, cute, charming, as I see a wings in her back.. I’ve been seen here few times, hard for me to even talk to her.. Whatta, I’m 9 years old! I even not talking to a girl that time.. Just with someone I really know. Few years passing by, and taraaaa… I moved out, and I live just in front of her house for few years. It’s a really nice gift from the God. Thanks Lord. But, maybe I’m still just a stupid person, nothing happened. We are just ordinary neighbour. Well, at least, she’s my best friend now, the best and ever! That’s when I met my first best friend.. ^^ But, I learn a lot about girls from that time.. Learn that the time never got back again, so we need to do to achieve what you really need, fast and don’t get scared of anything.

Hokay… Next story about the little me. Hmm, I was so small, so people like hitting me so much, then I cried. But I never knew when I punch, I can make a wound, even worse that lots of people had ever given to me. I’m just a crybaby kid with such a strong power. Well, nothing’s perfect, I’m not a superman, I’m not cool, I’m not everyone’s type.. But quarelling it’s been a day life, I got used to it. That’s why when I got robbed here in Jakarta, I walked away without wound even I’ve been punched, hitted by a 7 people, well, 7 robbery. My uncle check my whole body, but he doesn’t find any wound. (At least, that what he saw)..

Okay, the Little Me is really good on sports.. Soccer, I am the primary goal keeper on my club, Pertamina Gunung Simping Cilacap’s club. Alltough a goal keeper, but I manage to make a goal from my own goal.. Nice kick huh? Hmm.. I like soccer, volley ball, bilyard, swimming (even I couldn’t swim well), roller blade (still good at it last year), and almost all Athletics.. That’s why I like to watch Olypic’s Game rather than World Cup..

The Little Me is someone who likes reading (still now), and allready learning about computer since 8 years old. Ckck, match with my job then. But the thing is,.. it was the past.. The past is just the past. What I am here is just a remains from my Little Me. Somehow it is so memorable, and I can’t get it back every good thing from me. Now it just me, the ordinary me.. I was a very small kid, the smallest.. Now, I’m just an ordinary people, 173cm tall, 69kg weight (gotta reduce it to 66kg). Well, put a comments if you wanna more about the Little Me, if you wanna know me.. Just wanna share my little life of me..

How about an additional money?

Okay, here it is.. A new topic that has been bothering me ever since. Maybe now I have a really pleasant work, nice salary, nice living place and a nice car (whatta, my black BMW’97 318i isn’t good enough?) I also have a really great parent that need no support from me even they allready retired… But well, sometime I bought them groceries, lot’s of them, a nice ice cream, chocolate and their favorite cake, Bread Talk, in mass number…
In overall, I have a nice life. But hey, You know HUMAN… We called human, a living creature that never get satisfied. In this case, we are talking about me..
Me, 4dh1ty4, is a… a person who wanna become settled in a best way and in a faster way, so I thing I have to survived in this cruel ugly Jakarta City. Everything arround here is really cost like a hell, really high and really bothers me so much. You can’t buy a cheap house in here, and that kills me.. I finally bought a car with a very low living cost in a whole year so I could save a lot. But should I do that again? Oh dear, that’s kinda pain, eat unwell, I didn’t buy enough gadget for my self. But my business trip did add me more income.. And that’s my first additional money.
Second one, I have to live in a low cost of life. That’s my second additional money, and only that.

Now here, we are gonna talk about more additional money.

Okay, I’ve been running arround in Jakarta with my dark Car, and I have found several thing that I might be able to gain more money in Jakarta. But it really need some money to start with (and that’s the whole my problem is, got no money to start. Sell my car? Oh yes, that’s solve everything!).
First, we can deposit our money to a bank who give a higher rates, such as Mandiri or BPR. That way, we can earn a little additional money each year, don’t take the reates, add it again to your deposit. And assume that the money is loss, and then we are goin to go to the next level. The next level is easy, just save more money to a minimun deposit limit, and then deposit it again, doit over and over again. Okay, next. What I’m thinking is about land investment. There are several land in center of Jakarta that sold in a cheap cost. Find it, and then you bought it. And you can sell it again within few more years. The best way is to sell it within 5-10 years next. That way, you can triple your money in a large amount. Next, buy a house, a small house in any area (I mean really any area) that got big office near it. And then you can rent it, so you can have more additional money. This way will work fluently for the next 5 year. After that, it’s all yours. Gold investment, you may rise 30% from amount of your money within 3-5 years. Or you can invest some of your money in a place like AXA Financial, when you can grow 20% of your money within a year. This is something that I wanna do, but can’t do it right now, since I got no modals, so I couldn’t barely touch it since I need to use my money up in about just next year. Gotta buy something in a large amount of money. Maybe a Mercedes. Maybe an Apartment. Oh yeah, talking about an Apartment, it is a good way to spend your money, you bought it cash, and then you rent it to someone arround 2-3million a month. Don’t ever think to use the Apartment your self, because it is not money oriented. It’s all about comfort, not additional money. After that, you can be all safe.
So what’s the problem anyway? Here it is, if you want to use your money in near time, you can’t do this way. If you doesn’t need to spent a lot of money in near time (in the next 5 years), you can do this. If you wanna do this an it may take time too long, you also can’t do this, my calculation won’t be visible in the next few years again. If you got no money, then raise it If you can’t raise it, then you got nothing to do in reading this topic. My problem is just arround that. And that is something that I wanna find a solution.

The aim is, to be settled in a fast way, not to get rich. If you wanna get rich with my way, then you can’t. Getting rich is not my way.

Life is not going to be fun, if our life is just happy and always full of luck. Life is even more colourful if we encounter a problem, and maybe trouble. By solving the trouble, we might feel chalenge, spirit and shock that brings us difference.

Me (4dh1ty4 Rei him self) this week has already set 2 kind of problem, a big one, and of course at my office. Seems that people are always try to blame another division and people always try to make them self looks good. I was try to avoid them to blame at other, and avoid them to be look good by my own work.

The first problem is I was being blamed because I try to help people out. Administrators should be responsible for their Server, as what is Administrator is what about. But after I give them advice how to fix the problem, like a first step to fix a problem. My Division actualy allready handle it as fast as we can. And their Administrator allready knew about it. And he became silent by being the only one who know the problem. Which is blame IT Division by fixing the Server without let their Division know about their server. Well, why don’t just their Administrator tell his own Division then, so they didn’t blame me by helping fixing their problem. As I assume, all division allready know about the problem. And the end is, they thank us for the information and feel shame for their self by knowing that was their own mistakes. And I feel happy about it.

Second one is the design for login board for all user. My design should be appear in every PC in my office plus branch office all over

Indonesia

. My design is allready very nice, and my Directure allready said “bravo” for my design, which is very pleased me to hear that. But another division seems don’t like that it’s not being a standard design. And try to blame me. Of course, at this one I can’t step aside, I have to follow their rules, (after being a quarell between high bosses) since they have law behind them. But my winning again, my Division give me rights to change the design to be 100% unformal. So, I will even able to make very nice design for this login board. Why they give me right? Because they agree with me, my Division should have our own design, our own logo, our own way to express our division. So, it looks like I will win again.

Even I make a big problem in my Division, but it always end-up happily for me, since my intention since beginning is purely to improve my office, no matter what. Maybe you should learn not to be scared to do the right thing.

This one is not really a poetry. It’s just words that I wrote, to tell you a story. Well, I hardly find a nice word for it, but I guess this one is nice enough. This is about story how I see on something, so maybe if I think of about another word, I will write again. So, enjoy ^o^

Princess of Heart

I’ve been standing here, staring at the sun. I don’t realize that, it’s been that long.

This is the sixth time, the earth has been here, in the same position again, in the sky.

And I started to see something, I see a shadow. Yes, finally a shadow.

A shadow of someone that I’ve been waiting for.

She will accompanying me, for a life in this world.

The wind breeze, feel so cool in my face. And I saw your hair, blown by the wind.

This is roses that I smell, a smell that came from you.

From your hair I believe.

And I see your face, our hair, so shine by the rain of the light.

A light from your face, will light my heart as always.

Bright like the sun, is you what you are.

And I see those eyes, the eyes behind those shiny light, reflected from those shine.

Clear like a crystal, cover up those glassy eyes.

Eyes full of love, the eyes that I always looks, in this soft cold morning breeze.

Might fierce come from that beauty, might looks anger from those shiny.

Might softness come from the light, might smoothness came from the shadow.

Fierce is a shield, to protect all that of beauty.

All the shiny keeps being clean, in every anger that came from it.

Nevertheless, I love those shiny fiercy.

Six of roses field I have to cross, might be too far for you to meet me.

But I always no distance to fear, for me to get your love a dear.

Hoping the same in you to me, that you will always be close to me.

As the sun that always lite, to shiny my heart like you always be.

I smell, a smell of roses. Six field of roses like a smell of your hair.

Your hair that I kiss, for your heart I give mine to be kept.

Always warm in my heart, the smell of roses always be there,

As I know, you keep my heart, for eternal life we have to live.

Blue sky and shine as I standing here,

looking at your place for you to rest.

That is the look I always remember, the most beautiful sight I ever see.

Always clear on my mind, a cold breeze always blows, as your shadow be appears.

Small shadow that appear, reflect the shiny think of your smile.

Bright future reflect to my eyes, in that small shadow of four shine.

Those smile I always miss, those look I always seeks.

In the shadow of my mind, I always look for your breeze to breathe.

Love from the heart, No one knows who she is.

But I do keep on my mind, that breeze I used to breath,

is a breeze of rose come from your hair, that always warm in the heart.

The heart of the Prince, waits for the Princess, wait for the time,

the time I will wake you up, from the long sleep that you are now,

as you dream of me now, cross the six field to be in a place.

A place that you lay, for me to kiss for you to wake.

And you will see, that your dream is real,

that I always be with you,

my Princess of Heart.

This is my first writing that I post on the web few month ago. But maybe I’ll just put it here, so my friend might know too what I wrote… Haha, This is not that good. But well, it was something in mind, So I’ll just type it.

Cheers-

My Dream

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Dreams are shadow, dreams are life

Dreams are real, dreams are maya

Dreams are wonderful, and dreams are bad

Dreams are about what we love,

Dreams are about what we hate

Dreams are prayers, dreams are whishes

Dreams are hopes, dreams are fantasies

Dreams are love, dream are care

Dreams are what we want to memorize,

Dreams are what we want to forget

So~, what dreams are really are?

Dreams are our reflections, our pure us

Our true self that just being born in this very earth

Dreams are our deepest wished and wants

Dreams are our true purpose of being alive

Remember our dream, and reach it

Life is never be a regret, if we do it to achieve our dream

Reaching our life is what we become, our true self